Proverbs 28:1 NIV – The wicked flee though no one pursues, but the righteous [godly] are as bold as a lion.
There are days where I know without a doubt that I am tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) – justified, vindicated, righteous, right[i] – by God and with God. Even if I am not thinking, acting, or feeling like it.
And then there are days where I am Elijah, the mighty prophet who after a major victory finds himself depressed and praying for death (1 Kings 19:4), because I feel alone or anxious or afraid. And on those days, it is easy to hear … and listen to … the sinister whisper say “did God really say you are tsaddîyq? Especially with the way you are thinking, speaking, and acting. Get real, girl” (Genesis 3:1 NIV).
And how easy it would be to believe the “real” is separation between us and God, a distance that feels impossible to overcome. How easy it would be to believe the “real” is questioning God’s goodness and fearing God’s wrath as a foundation of our “faith” (aka legalistic, precise rule following, no grace religion). How easy it would be to believe the “real” is being unlovable and unforgiveable and to doubt in redemption, restoration, and reconciliation.
How easy it would be to create a “real” where there was no grace, no generosity, and no goodness.
But God is not about easy.
And easy does not mean true.
Because as children of God, we are tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’). All the time. Even in our worst moments, biggest doubts, and greatest fears. This is what is real.
We are tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) because we belong to God (Galatians 4:5-7).
We are tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) by the grace of God.
We are tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) for the glory of God.
The enemy knows this – and he hates this truth with all he is. That’s why he tries to sucker us into believing his lies are truth, his deception is good for us, and sin is worship. That is why his priority is to ask us “did God really say ___?” – over and over and over again – until we start to convince ourselves that wrong is right, bad is good, and sin brings life.
We need to be wise enough to see the enemy’s nonsense for what it is – a smokescreen to shield us from all God has for us and is to us, a blindfold to keep us from living our best life and having a better influence, and his sleight of hand to distract us from living like our Savior (Philippians 2:5-8) and developing godly character.
He wants us separated from God so we won’t become bâṭach (baw-takh’)[ii].
Trusting.
Confident.
Bold.
Sure.
Secure.
Hopeful.
To know who God is.
To believe we are who God says we are.
To hope in who God promises we can be and what He promises we can have.
Because there is power and possibility in God’s promises. Verses such as “He will never leave you nor forsake you” (Deuteronomy 31:6,8) and “surely Your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life” (Psalm 23:6) and “[He] is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine” (Ephesians 3:20) and “My peace I give you” (John 14:27) should make us completely bâṭach (baw-takh’) in God. And hopefully they fill our hearts with such light and love that we know without a doubt we are tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) – because our Father and Creator makes us so.
There is power and possibility when we believe God only wants the best for us and therefore, we need to trust Him with all we have been (to redeem it), all we are (to sanctify it), and all we hope to be (to fulfill it).
There is hope and healing when we believe God is working in us, for us, and through us to bring out more of Christ and His tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) so we can share the love and grace of God.
There is acceptance and assurance when we believe God loves and rewards a bâṭach (baw-takh’) spirit seeking Him for the right things to know and the right ways to go.
So, child of God, are you tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’)? Today is the day to start believing it and living it.
Because it is only by believing and living like we are tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) that we can drown out all the enemy’s noise and ignore all the enemy’s nonsense (1 Kings 19:11-12) to hear the most important thing – the “gentle whisper” (1 Kings 19:12) of our gracious Father telling us we are loved beyond human measure and tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) beyond human comprehension.
So, be tsaddîyq (tsad-deek’) – and find God waiting with open arms to give you all you need.
Marie Fremin. 8/30/22-9/5/22